I fought hard enough, put all my efforts in, had sacrificed my time for it.
Nothing happened. I just realized, it’s not worth my time. It’s not worth screwing myself over for something that will never happen. I got my hopes up for nothing. Believed in lies that had me daydreaming all the time.
Also, I was lightened with the fact that I have a lot to offer, I can do amazing things that people my age can’t and I’m perfectly stable, what could I lose? I’m young, there are things in life much more to what I’m experiencing now. Life doesn’t stop just because I didn’t get what I want. Life goes on with or without it. So fuck it. I’m moving on. :)
Nothing happened. I just realized, it’s not worth my time. It’s not worth screwing myself over for something that will never happen. I got my hopes up for nothing. Believed in lies that had me daydreaming all the time.
Also, I was lightened with the fact that I have a lot to offer, I can do amazing things that people my age can’t and I’m perfectly stable, what could I lose? I’m young, there are things in life much more to what I’m experiencing now. Life doesn’t stop just because I didn’t get what I want. Life goes on with or without it. So fuck it. I’m moving on. :)
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